Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Agonizing Separation

I want to feel passion, I want to feel pain. I want to weep at the sound of your name. Come make me laugh, come make me cry... just make me feel alive.
I feel like filled upto brim from the pain of separation . People feel difficult to get out of their comfort zone and I am one of them. Separation can be sometimes so painful that you may become lifeless after it. Its like a big blow, which leaves you ruined and dejected. Therefore I thought of pouring out my feeling through this post.
Undoubtedly, the most adorable relations in the world are the most unusual one. We get connected into an invisible thread, which is difficult to keep and at the same time impossible to break. Ofcourse you can always smash the thing which is tangible , but what can be done to something like this?
To practise indifference is very difficult but once you attain it , then its the most amazing feeling you can ever have. And in such situations where you dont want to be indifferent but you also have a strong feeling of escaping from this separation thing. Now, do we have any solution for this?
There you need to learn to smile in worst times. I will call them worstest times. And I dont want to smile , I love this pain and now want to live with this as long as I can.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008


All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make them possible.

Thomas E. Lawrence

Dreams ; may be a part of someones life, but for me they are my life. I wake up everyday ,only to realise that all that i saw last night was my dream which god has sent into my eyes to turn into a beautiful reality. Dreaming with open eyes ,is like being aggressive in your thoughts which I think is not my cup of tea. All night , living in a beautiful world so that waking up next day and facing the challenges of the world becomes some what easy. I dreamt of starting this blog long back, and here I am turning my small dream into reality, also creating a pensive for myself, so that i may not find myself lost in the reality of my dreams or in the dreams of my reality or whatever.